Even after so much hours,days,weeks, and months has pass, things still are the same. Nothing have change regardless of what have happen recently. Everybody found their other part, been love, and care. The old have this saying "Being love by someone is better then loving someone."
But in me stress level is going up, regardless of how cheerful I look on the outside. The problem I though of, the things that I see going on.
No one understand what I am thinking and worrying about. I don't see the light at the end of the path. Regardless of how much I do, things still don't go the way it should be.
Some friends appear to be friends but they are just down right jealous about what going on in my life, e.g the kind of experience, kind of things, the love ones. my everything "IT" trying to copy. There is nothing good about my life how much I wish could have change the fact about how things are now. But is all too late.
Believe that everyone have two set or more of fate in their hand, it's a matter of how they choose that affect their future. Just like if a gangster would have become a lawyer if he had the right person to guide him the right way to do things, whereas a lawyer would have been a gangster if not for the right guidance that they have. How much to wish that my pop is there to guide me the right way , right from the start. Things won't have become what it is today.
Whatever memories now are use for remembrance only, nothing else. Because without changes there will be no future.
Nice quote from the papers
"If u take no risk, you will suffer no defeats. But if you take no risk, you win no victories" - Richard M NIXON
